
I was watching Kim Walker sing "How He Loves" on YouTube:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JoC1ec-lYps It is a very powerful video. You can sense the humility and worship as they sing and praise from an overflowing heart about the beauty of God's love toward us. The first line of the song really stood out to me:
"He is jealous for me, Loves like a hurricane, I am a tree, Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy."
My mind immediately went to Exodus 20, when the children of Israel were entering into their marriage covenant with Yahveh at Mt. Sinai. After declaring Who He is and commanding them to allow no other lovers or objects of affection before Him (20:1-5), He made an incredible statement in the presence of them all.
"...for I Yahveh thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me; (6) And showing mercy unto thousands of them that love me, and keep my commandments. (Exo 20:5b-6)
I considered how we understand the concept of jealousy in our language and how poorly God's intended message comes across in translation. Should we really believe that God, the Creator of this universe burns with resentment and envy toward those who refuse to serve Him. Are we to conclude that He feels the same toward us when we have things that arise in our lives and
become a hindrance to our walk with Him? There is something very subtle, yet powerful in the Hebrew text that should be an encouragement to us all.
Firstly, it seems like verse 5 is saying that God will visit the sins of the fathers upon their children, but that's far from accurate. God is speaking of those who teach and instill into their children the same hate and disrespect that they harbor in their hearts. It becomes a vicious cycle with each successive generation clinging to the tragic inheritance of the one's who were responsible for teaching them about life. Notice that God shed light on the solution to this problem in verse 6.
"...and showing mercy unto the thousands that love me and keep my commandments." I will revisit this and attempt to bring out its beauty later.
Jealous is translated from the Hebrew qanna' and is ONLY used five times in Scripture, every time referring to God. (Ex. 20:5, Ex. 34:14, Deu. 4:24, Deu. 5:9, Deu. 6:15)
It is derived from the root qana', which means "to become very red". The definition also has the following specific meanings: (1) to be jealous (from the redness of face), as of a wife, a rival, to excite to anger; (2) to envy anyone; (3) to burn with zeal for any person or thing.
We must understand the context in which Yahveh claimed to be a qanna' God--He was professing His love to His beloved and asking them to be His eternal bride. In every usage of the word qanna' God was telling His chosen that He alone loved her and was zealous of her cause--because any other god that could be served does not exist.
Later, He expounded on His jealousy more clearly when He said: "For the LORD thy God is a consuming fire, even a jealous God." (Deuteronomy 4:24)
To catch the full meaning of what is being said, you have to catch a subtlety of Hebrew grammar. "consuming" ['akal] has a wide variety of usage, such as to eat, to devour (food), to kill (bloodthirsty), to consume (as a fire), etc... but the sense in which Yahveh used it is "the enjoy any good thing, to taste, to consume."
"fire" [esh'] means fire or flames...UNLESS it is being applied to men, and in this case, it is applied to God as our covenant husband. When used in reference to men, it refers to the internal burning passion of one's soul.
In warning Israel to remain separate from idolatry, Moses reminded them that they One they were married to was the only one capable of knowing them by touch, taste, experience, intimately, and the only One who burns with desire for them for all eternity.
In other words, God is PASSIONATELY and DESPERATELY in love with YOU!
Going back the passage from Exodus 20: "and showing mercy unto the thousands who love me and keep my commandments."
"mercy" [chesed] is desire, ardor, zeal, love toward anyone. It is an eager pursuit of someone stemming from an uncontrollable burning passion deep inside--not a burning from lust, but the kind of passion that compels someone to faithfully pursue a deeper and more intimate relationship with the object of their desire.
"love" [ahav'] In ancient Hebrew, this was not a word, but the sound of heavy, passionate breathing (from hot pursuit, intimacy, etc...)--the heavier the breathing, the more intense the love. It is to desire, to breathe after, to long for, to delight in anyone. Do you notice the similarity between the "mercy" [chesed] on His part and the "love" ['ahav] on ours? It's a
two way street of passion and intimacy that only comes through committed and faithful relationship.
"keep" [shamar] means to keep (as a garden) to watch (as a shepherd his flock), to guard (as a watchman the house), to preserve, to observe and attend to anything, to honor, to worship.
When we are involved in a passionate relationship with God, it becomes our delight to "keep" his instruction, to hang on every word of our Beloved. Can you hear the echoes of the song: He loves us, O! how He loves us, O! how He loves us, O! how He loves.
In light of the way He has proved that He feels about every one of us, how can we not respond in the same manner? How can we not raise our hands in praise to Him and pour out words of passion from our overflowing heart?
"So Heaven meets earth like a sloppy wet kiss, and my heart turns violently inside of my chest, I don’t have time to maintain these regrets, When I think about, the way He loves us, O! how He loves us, O! how He loves us, O! how He loves.
More in love with Him than ever!
Shalom v' shalom! (Peace multiplied upon peace to you!)
Rob






